It is not even the end of March, and it seems as if centuries have gone by. It seems as if I gave my 10th board exams last year! Board exams ......God! They used to get all my adrenaline running and very soon ....over.
I was to be true, waiting for the board exams to get over as soon as humanly possible, and now! When they have actually got over..... I miss them.
I do not miss only the fact that the exams got the best out of me. I studied around fourteen to fifteen hours a day! A thing , which I would otherwise, myself wonder with wide open eyes and be saying to myself " how is it even possible????" not that I do not like to study,I love to , in fact!, But fifteen hours out of twenty four, kuch zyada nahi ho gaya?
I miss so many lilliputian, tiny details, that I am sure if any of my friends came to know, she or he would laugh so so so much at me! I miss a lot of things, little things, that we in our daily life don't even notice, forget sparing a second thought to!
I miss my friends, now that we finally have a break from school and studies, we can't meet regularly. Sadly so. I miss all my friends-- the close ones, nad the not-so-close ones. The real ones and the fake ones. the intelligent ones and the dim-wits. The funny ones and the serious ones. The do-good-ers and the lets-not-do-good-ers. The quiet ones,the loud ones, the loving ones, the hating ones. The ones who would swear at me due to their love for me and even those who would love me in my presence and swear at me when I was gone. Everyone, I miss everyone of them. Its funny how when you have them you don't mind getting rid of them, but in their absence you want them back as soon as you can. I loved and still love them all!!
I miss the fun we had during classes, those secret signs, the silent laughter, the sarcastic jokes, every recess fighting for each others lunch boxes, calling each other "moti", " bhukkhad", "pagal", even though we all knew we were all equally mad and had a larger appetite than the other! I miss the way my friends would jump at me, hug me "gooooood morning". I miss the way, how we would plan our places with so much seriousness as if the country's defence would collapse if we didn't. I miss the way how we would embarass some people and then enjoy it to our heart's delight. I miss every second I spent with my friends. They make life....liveable!
I miss the morning bell, that would bring us all to a standstill, I miss the wait our class did for the bell
I was to be true, waiting for the board exams to get over as soon as humanly possible, and now! When they have actually got over..... I miss them.
I do not miss only the fact that the exams got the best out of me. I studied around fourteen to fifteen hours a day! A thing , which I would otherwise, myself wonder with wide open eyes and be saying to myself " how is it even possible????" not that I do not like to study,I love to , in fact!, But fifteen hours out of twenty four, kuch zyada nahi ho gaya?
I miss so many lilliputian, tiny details, that I am sure if any of my friends came to know, she or he would laugh so so so much at me! I miss a lot of things, little things, that we in our daily life don't even notice, forget sparing a second thought to!
I miss my friends, now that we finally have a break from school and studies, we can't meet regularly. Sadly so. I miss all my friends-- the close ones, nad the not-so-close ones. The real ones and the fake ones. the intelligent ones and the dim-wits. The funny ones and the serious ones. The do-good-ers and the lets-not-do-good-ers. The quiet ones,the loud ones, the loving ones, the hating ones. The ones who would swear at me due to their love for me and even those who would love me in my presence and swear at me when I was gone. Everyone, I miss everyone of them. Its funny how when you have them you don't mind getting rid of them, but in their absence you want them back as soon as you can. I loved and still love them all!!
I miss the fun we had during classes, those secret signs, the silent laughter, the sarcastic jokes, every recess fighting for each others lunch boxes, calling each other "moti", " bhukkhad", "pagal", even though we all knew we were all equally mad and had a larger appetite than the other! I miss the way my friends would jump at me, hug me "gooooood morning". I miss the way, how we would plan our places with so much seriousness as if the country's defence would collapse if we didn't. I miss the way how we would embarass some people and then enjoy it to our heart's delight. I miss every second I spent with my friends. They make life....liveable!
I miss the morning bell, that would bring us all to a standstill, I miss the wait our class did for the bell
| to ring after a boring class had begun. I miss so much! I know my life has not come to the end point that I should be missing so much, but then I also know that life will never be the same. I won't be able to drown myself in the carelessness and relaxation of life with my friends till now. I might not have the same supportive friends beside me, who would be ready to fight with anyone and everyone whenever the need arose. I know studies will get tougher and duties shall increase too. I know expectations shall rise and carelessness shall not go unnoticed. I know that movies and hang-outs will get less time and books and note-books more. In spite of all this, I am very very very sure, that I will be able to make time for all the things I need to. I know I will. My life is definitely going to be beautiful... More beautiful than I can ever imagine. |
